Currently Listening Maximum Nickleback By Nickelback see related

Hey cuties....YAY patty is back with another great and exiting....yeah nothing i say is great and exciting ha ha ha....WELL I am the most loserest friend EVER....my only "old" friend that is actually trying to hang out with me....DANIAL....got his wisdom teeth taken out and i told him id visit hime 2 TIMES....and i havent I mean i have just forgotten....I feel soooo damn bad...Im sorry Dan...:\ I have to go see him tomorrow or i will be the worst friend EVER....What else has happened?  LANTZ came over, he is so damn great...he is a better friend than me, Hes so awesome...i would marry him if i could....BUT we had a balst even after i broke down and cried... :\ SAMMY LEFT....god damn i am sooooo sad...I miss her sooo much I love her.....Sammy...damn shes only been gone like 2 days and im going crazy.....UGH nothing is the same without her...shes soooo funny!!!! I talked to her today....made me so happy to hear her happy....I LOVE YOU SAMMYPANTS....yeah but thats how good of a friend lantz is he just hugged me and asked me if he could do anything and he just sat there with me until i felt better....because sam means so much to be so i am like devistated...Lantzy that ment a ton I LOVE YoU!....MARRY ME....h ah ah aha.... James...hes james gotta love him but i told him to go home since hes ALWAYS here ha ha ha but i love him theres no way around it....Ya so life is oooooook not good not bad....I think I might badger Nate to hang out with me once more because he seems sad and want to hang out with someone, and since I still like him then I think I should....unless since he hates me I prolly should stop annoying him but meh....he may want to ....Later

Currently Listening Make Yourself By Incubus I miss you see related

Okay, Soooo today i hung out all day with my mom and my sister (whome is leaving for college in less than a week ) and it was fun. We got Sam a buncho college stuff she'll be needing. This got be thinking about school and how excited I am to go back...sounds weird I know...but I do. I miss my friends like crazy. Seems I never hang out with ANY of my friends which sucks like crazy because now they have their little cliques and theres no more room. STAR has beat me outta havign a life. I don't see anyone in school which sucks ass, so I've just kinda been swept under the rug. Like my old group like Chels Chrissy Cumcum, and whatever and then theres Nateathin, Nickolous, Dan, Ryan, and Joey. I miss them like CRAZY. I've talked to Nick, Nate, and Dan, and Dan seems to be the only one up for hanging out so thats tight. That should be fun because he hangs with Erica, and Heather. They are fun. I'm excited...Senior year is gunna be so fun if I get to hanigng out with people again. But yeah that's what I was thinking about today.

I was also feeling like a total loser because this summer my mom told me not to get a job, so I didn't have one and then that = NO MULA, which means no going out. So I've been chillin' at home all summer. Like I told Nate today ha ha My room is getting ugly because thats where I spend all my time.

I realized summer was also fun. Even though I spend a lot of time pretty much playing video games I got a best friend...Lantz, he's cool as hell...Love him. I can tell him anything in the world.

But yeah that's pretty much what was going on today so yeah...

See ya later

Currently Listening Let It Enfold You By Senses Fail see related

I made this, so tight....I might not use it I have a live journal....but if I like it here I might...so lets giver a try....